sleeplessness

take it from me, when you wake up in the early morning hours and wonder when you will get back to sleep, deciding to go to an mp3 blog and starting to DL everything in sight will not help.

you'll have lots more music, but that excitement will delay sleep indefinitely. also, listening to "hit it and quit it" from "maggot brain" by parliament/funkadelic will give you some weird ass dreams when you finally do catch some shut-eye much later.

what i do recall about the dream is being offered giant marshmallows studded with mini-marshmallows whose consistency was a cross between pure cotton pillow stuffing and a brillo pad. somehow, even though it was a marshmallow, it tasted like cotton candy. i munched on this tasty treat while watching two perfect strangers have a conversation that i couldn't hear.

paging dr. freud.

a very special christmas

traditionally, christmas at my family home is spent watching horror flicks and eating obscene amounts of really good food. i didn't go home this year; lack of car figured in heavily in that decision. it was hard not to, since i think my uncle is starting to fade, but hopefully i should be able to visit before he is gone.

this year, i had a nice dinner and then i entertained my friends with dramatic readings of the hilarious posts on rock groupie.com and metal sludge. we also spent some time discussing the many premutations of the nine inch nails/queens of the stone age/eagles of death metal/mondo generator axis of rock.

a new christmas tradition is born.

why am i still awake?

this blog is sucking. i am still awake. watching svu. didn't go to eagles of death metal. still sore from getting slammed against the barricade at qotsa last night. it happened more than once.

tally:
i trip over famous people
i was in handcuffs this year
i am bored as hell
i've been sick 6 times in the last three months
i've taken up stealing as a hobby
i take public transport in los angeles
i'm considering taking many worthless pictures of myself
my last cold lasted 48 hours
i am in a holding pattern on more than one issue
weird things keep happening
i have gone into vengeance mode
i am filled with poison
i laugh at your pain
i find it difficult to care
i am on the verge of a laughing jag
i hate people who quote nine inch nails in their blogs
i think nine inch nails fans are insane
i hate my friends
i watch you from a distance; even in the same room
i am on remote
i want to punch someone in the face
i'm not kidding when i type that
i want a qotsa shirt with the gun or a knife on it
i love the squirrels on my roof
i totally forgot it is almost christmas
i love someone
fate speaks to me in grocery stores
i wish i had gone to eagles tonight
i want things to change
i think george bush is going down
dick cheney is uriah heep
spartan
song for the dead makes me happy
i broke my downstairs neighbor
i am going to ruin someone's life
it is going to be fun

go fuck yourself.